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[13 Oct 2004|02:58pm] |
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Wow, long time no update... hmmm, probably because no one reads this crap and I don't have too much to complain about, or at least nothing that I would want anybody knowing about. I think it's somewhat ironic that I have an online journal seeing as how I'm usually a very private person. Hey, oh well.
Dude, today we played a game in japanese class in which we had to hit a flash card on the desk, and whoever hit it first got a point. Well, since I'm so brilliant I hit the desk really hard to intimidate the other people and win... (ho ho ho <--- evil laugh) well that worked quite well until the last time I hit it and my hand started swelling and now I can't move my pinky very much, everyone was convinced I broke something, but there is no way I missing out on martial arts today just because my hand looks like a pumpkin. :/
Wow, pointless entries seem to be my specialty. Oh well, my life isn't very interesting. Or maybe it is, but just in my mind and when I try to write it down it just doesn't come out right.
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[02 Sep 2004|05:10pm] |
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I wrote this the day after school started... I guess it didn't get posted or something, I don't know.
I have been stressed out lately. Not by important things, but by frivolous things such as boys and flowers... well not really flowers, but you get the point.
I like first days of school where you are completely new and new to everyone, where there are no recognizable faces and everybody looks at you the same way; with a mixture of curiosity and hatred. I like those kind of first days of school, filled with uncertainty, you heart pounding endlessly inside an empty chest. I wish that it could have been like that yesterday, but here, everybody is the same. The familiarity is overwhelming. There is nothing new and exciting. Its just the same crap that I've been going through all summer and I can find no escape.
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[13 Aug 2004|12:35pm] |
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I'm giving up on this whole boy / love thing . That is just obviously not going to work out . I'm hoping if I stop wishing for something that it might happen . I know that this sounds pathetic, but it is the truth . I assume that it just isn't the right time for me to have someone , except god how I wish I could . Damn , that sounds so lame , but I really do just want someone right about now . Except I'm pretty sure I would end up fucking that up .
On a lighter note , I believe that I am going to grow my hair out again . Not for any bit of practicality of course , because it really isn't and it is a pain to deal with , but as my own small rebellion against everyone looking exactly the same . The thing is that all girls are cutting their hair short right now and the boys are growing theirs out . I can't change a trend , but I'm going to make my hair grow as fast as possible hehe . . . because I know it's possible to make hair grow faster by telling it to . ;)
I started drawing again the past couple of days , I haven't really since school , and I've acctually missed it very much . It's a good way to get emotion out . Some people are amazing writers and some people can do any number of artistic and beautiful things to get out their emotions , I can draw . . . not well . . . but I try .
I've read quite a bit today , finished the book I had to for school and am about half way through another I thought looked good . Also read Princess Ai and finished Snow Drop 4 . Haha , I know . . . manga , but I love them . Especially the cheesy shojos . I'm such a hopeless romantic .
errrr . . .
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[11 Aug 2004|03:13am] |
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Play this:
organ
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orgasm
;)
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[10 Aug 2004|12:12pm] |
Nothing can ever be the same again. I wish I didn't hurt people like I seem to. But then, you've also got to take in consideration that you make me feel like nothing... NOTHING. I guess that that is my fault as well though.
P.S. I didn't mean to hurt you.
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[10 Aug 2004|11:44am] |
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blah blah blah, live journals are so stupid. Whatever happened to the good old fashioned paper and pen where you wrote down your real thoughts and wouldn't let anyone else read them. Not this thing where it has to at least be somewhat cool because all your friends and, ooh no, maybe your crush too, is going to read it here. Haha, but really you've all got to admit, all this is pretty pathetic.
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[22 Jul 2004|07:06pm] |
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This doesn't mean anything to you.
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[17 Jul 2004|10:03pm] |
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Don't you think it's about time that someone thought about someone besides themselves?
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[17 Jul 2004|12:40am] |
Wake up crying, no scratch that. Wake up dying.
Can you fa fa feel it in your skull?
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[16 Jul 2004|03:08pm] |
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Black Eyes |
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I'm sure you have no idea what it is and that is how I like it.
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[15 Jul 2004|12:33am] |
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Oh my gosh. I'm simply in love with this bag.
 
It's $980.00 though, and I sure as hell don't have that much money. I'm so in love with it though... <3333333
Ohhh! They have it in pink also with no leather!!!! But it is still $825.00. :(
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[14 Jul 2004|06:40pm] |
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I AM 18% SKA!  I am not ska. I am not even close... I don't even know what skanking is? I may need guidance, get offline and see if I can go find myself a show, or a CD, or something. |
Man, thats fucking embarrassing, I hate ska.
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[14 Jul 2004|03:12pm] |
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Haha, I stole this from 901465.
BOLD what you've seen all the way through. ITALICIZE what you've seen some way through. UNDERLINE what you own.
01. Trainspotting
02. Shrek
03. M
04. Dogma
05. Strictly Ballroom
06. The Princess Bride
07. Love Actually
08. The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
09. The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
10. The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
11. Reservoir Dogs
12. Desperado
13. Swordfish
14. Kill Bill Vol. 1
15. Donnie Darko
16. Spirited Away
17. Better Than Sex
18. Sleepy Hollow
19. Pirates of the Caribbean
20. The Eye
21. Requiem for a Dream
22. Dawn of the Dead
23. The Pillow Book
24. The Italian Job
25. Goonies
26. BASEketball
27. The Spice Girls Movie
28. Army of Darkness
29. The Color Purple
30. The Safety of Objects
31. Can't Hardly Wait
32. Mystic Pizza
33. Finding Nemo
34. Monsters Inc.
35. Circle of Friends
36. Mary Poppin (in spanish so I didn't understand it all)
37. The Bourne Identity
38. Forrest Gump
39. A Clockwork Orange
40. Kindergarten Cop
41. On The Line
42. My Big Fat Greek Wedding
43. Final Destination
44. Sorority Boys
45. Urban Legend
46. Cheaper by the Dozen
47. Fierce Creatures
48. Dude, Where's My Car
49. Ladyhawke
50. Ghostbusters
51. Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
52. Back to the Future
53. An Affair To Remember
54. Somewhere In Time
55. North By Northwest
56. Moulin Rouge
57. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
58. The Wizard of Oz
59. Zoolander
60. A Walk to Remember
61. Chicago
62. Vanilla Sky
63. The Sweetest Thing (I love this movie)
64. Don't Tell Mom the Babysitters Dead
65. The Nightmare Before Christmas
66. Chasing Amy
67. Edward Scissorhands
68. Adventures of Priscilla: Queen of the Desert
69. Muriel's Wedding
70. Croupier
71. Blade Runner
72. Cruel Intentions
73. Ocean's Eleven
74. Magnolia
75. Fight Club
76. The Beauty and The Beast
77. Much Ado About Nothing
78. Dirty Dancing
79. Gladiator
80. Ever After
81. Braveheart
82. What Lies Beneath
83. Regarding Henry
84. The Dark Crystal
85. Star Wars (every single one baby)
86. The Birds
87. Beaches
88. Cujo
89. Maid In Manhattan
90. Labyrinth
91. Thoroughly Modern Millie
92. His Girl Friday
93. Chocolat
94. Independence Day
95. Singing in the Rain
96. Big Fish
97. The Thomas Crown Affair
98. The Matrix
99. Stargate
100. A Hard Day's Night
101. About A Boy
102. Jurassic Park
103. Life of Brian
104. Dune
105. Help!
106. Grease
107. Newsies
108. El Mariachi
109. Rozencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead
110. Benny and Joon
111. Monsoon Wedding
112. The Wrong Trousers
113. Once Were Warriors
114. Pulp Fiction
115. The Rocky Horror Picture Show
116. It's A Wonderful Life
117. What Dreams May Come
118. The Aristocats
119. Dante's Peak
120. Run Lola Run
121. Scream
122. Short Circuit
123. Gone in 60 Seconds
124. Leon [The Professional]
125. Dark City
126. Phone Booth
127. Soul Assassin
128. The Count of Monte Cristo
129. City of Lost Children
130. American History X
131. The Last Unicorn
132. Empire Records
133. Hackers
134. Keeping the Faith
135. Dick Tracy
136. Dazed and Confused
137. American Beauty
138. Gattaca
139. Equilibrium
140. Spun
141. Alien
142. Boondock Saints
143. Loser
144. Great Expectations
145. High Fidelity
146. Shrek 2
147. The Punisher
148. Troy
149. Maverick
150. The Craft
151. Aladdin
152. Saturday Night Fever
153. Boogie Nights
154. Hedwig and the Angry Inch
155. Center Stage
156. The Mummy
157. The Godfather
158. All the President's Men
159. Black Knight
160. Young Frankenstein
161. Wet Hot American Summer
162. The Big Lebowski
163. This Is Spinal Tap
164. Saved!
165. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
166. The Stepford Wives
167. Rebel Without A Cause (!!!!)
168. Bowling For Columbine
169. The Little Mermaid
170. Am?lie
171. Dead Poet's Society
172. Varsity Blues
173. Death To Smoochy
174. The Notebook
175. Todo Sobre mi Madre
176. The Watermelon Man
177. Rebecca
178. Swing Kids
179. My Neighbor Totoro
180. Life is Beautiful
181. 3 Ninjas
182. Two Weeks Notice
183. Ernest Scared Stupid
184. hangman's curse
185. orange county
186. Monty Python and the Holy Grail
187. Little Shop of Horrors
188. Tank Girl
189. Scary Movie
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[08 Jul 2004|12:44am] |
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I know it's not important, and I know you probably don't care, but I have to tell you... this is going to be so hard.
( goodbye to limbs... )
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[06 Jul 2004|11:38pm] |
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Ugggg! I feel sick :( I just talked to Jimmy <3, but I had to go because I'm going to sleep so I can feel better to see As I Lay Dying tomorrow night (yay)! Okay night night.
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[06 Jul 2004|09:44pm] |
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Weeee! I love summer! I never really have anything to do, I can just sit at home and play on my computer all day and night. I love being a nerd! I love not having obligations. I never want to grow up!
I'm going to make this into a photo journal as well, so you can be expecting pictures next time... oh WAIT! I took some last night... they are below.
( i believe in miracles... )
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[31 May 2004|05:48pm] |
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Wow, it's been a long time since I wrote in here. Well, it's summer YAY! I'm fucking bored even though there is so much to do, I guess I am just lazy. Well I don't have anything to say so bye.
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[22 Apr 2004|03:12pm] |
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it dies today |
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As I Lay Dying was amazing. Thats all thanks.
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[17 Apr 2004|02:44pm] |
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I saw Bleeding Through last night with Himsa, Death by Stereo, and Grace Gale. I like Bleeding Through and Himsa, but Death by Stereo was pretty horrible. I had a fucking horrible headache all last night. I keep getting them, but recently they have been really bad and I have no idea why. There isn't much to say. I don't do too much.
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[16 Apr 2004|04:10pm] |
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AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
I guess its just not the same screaming online.
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